Update on Potential Prom date

 

You see that title that says potential prom date yeah forget that. I don’t think it could ever really happen anyways. Low-key hate that my sister's put the idea in my head. Now I’m starting to wonder what having a date to prom might be like and hell now I actually want a date to prom. 

Realistically, I’m not going to get a date chase no one’s goings to ask me. Like let’s be fr in a predominantly white area no white boys are going to ask a black girl to the prom. Before my sister even suggested I feel like I had come to peace with that but now it just sort of hurts like a bitch. 

Whatever, just an update ig. 

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Life Updates!

 

Hi loves 💌

Honestly, SO much has happened lately and I have quite a lot to catch you up on. So grab a drink, get comfortable, and let's have a little life catch-up... 🎀

Bittersweet endings ♡

Hi lovelies, 

Just wanted to come on here to commemorate what's most likely my last netball tournament ever in this school. It was bittersweet, as I've been playing with these girls forever. 

I think I played well for my last tournament, I was played centre though I usually play wing attack.

We also ended on a high note having won all the games we played yayyy! 

Bye ☆.♡o｡

Help... Potential prom date?

 Guys my sister has a friend in her year and as it turns out her friend's brother is also my friend. We've been friends since like year 8, so its been cool. We'll call him Fred and his sister Sarah - fake names btw. 

Anyways Sarah and my sister are trying to set us up for prom. I can't 😭 I don't wanna complicate things like at all. Fred's very nice and I like our dynamic, but the thing is this isn't the first time that someone's shipped us. 

We've gotten shipped by like 3 people not including our sisters and one of those 3 is my best friend who's known him for literal years. Guys I really don't think we look that good together. I don't know. I just wanna keep things the way they are. 

Should I keep you guys updated?

Bye guys ☆.♡o｡

Feeling a little awkward.....

Hi lovelies,

Today I attended my first ever virtual event. It was about the overall Apprenticeship Application process. In truth I felt very idk like an outlier or something. Most of the attendees were in Year 12/13 and i'm in year 11. 

I don't know just thought I'd relieve my thoughts. It's making me worried - like what if employers prefer year 13 students to year 11 students, and when I do go on to an apprenticeship I expect I'll feel even more awkward and maybe intimidated. Anyone relate? 

Bye xx 

Good night ☆.♡o｡

Diary Entry #005

 Young Ambition 

You know when your teacher asks the class money or love? I would always pick money. Sure love is nice but stability and independence is nicer. 

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Manifesting ✨

What are your goals / ambitions? ☆.♡o｡

Diary entry #004

 

First week of school recap

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School has officially begun and I thought to recall the first week. I'd like to begin by saying I am so excited for leaving school. Not that it hasn't been good to me but I just really wanna broaden my horizon, and when I'm in school I feel rather limited at times - not only by the rules of the school, but the drama, the gossip, the need to 'fit in'. I'm just really, ready to leave. 

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